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Kumizu's POV

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well how do I start this off? I guess everything I've gone though all started on December 23 2000...

I guess you could stay I was sorta a brat, always messing with my dad and having a ball with my little sister while my mom watched and it was near Christmas. We lived in a small village. It wasn't to big and it wasn't to small.. I guess anyone could call it the perfect home. Susu-chan, my dearest little sister looked out the window and gasped with joy at the wonders of the snow falling. She was hopping all around in joy I thought of her as a bunny rather then my little sister. Mom and Dad took us outside, we all played in the snow it was true fun as if nothing in the world could go wrong... If you thought that your wrong..

After playing in the snow we walking inside our home and heard screams from outside. Vampires and demons we attacking our home. Our peaceful little home, they kicked down our door and ganged up on my mother and father. Blood splatter all over our home and some of it got on me and Susu-chan. I was horrified while my sister hid behind me and cried...

To this day I can never forget this image in my mind I've had over a million nightmares of this...


My mother and father lays there on the floor barely alive and then pulled each other close to one another as the looked up and me and Susu-chan and their final words were..

" We loved you two with all our hearts, and we always will "

And in the blind of an eye they were gone tears filled my eyes as I saw my parents die right in front of me... I felt useless and pathetic, I didn't do anything to save them.. Deep down I knew I couldn't do anything but the pain never faded. A demon walked up to me and Susu-chan and was about to kill us as well but then I yelled wait... I begged for my sister's life to be spared. I didn't even think about my own life.. at the time I wasn't thinking at all. The demon spared us both.. to this day I don't know why. could it have bin outta pity or did he have a heart... I guess I'll never know.

But being spared wasn't a free ticket we both had to pay. The demon used a spell making Susu-chan have a weak immune System and me, I lost my powers... I was no longer a dark angle but just a normal person. But mentally I don't think I'll ever be normal. Just before I lost my powers I wiped Susu-chan's memories of the moment that had happen. I was young and I wasn't in my right state of mind so I wiped her memories of 3 years of her life. Now thinking about it I will forever feel horrible about what I did. Anyway not to go off track.

The demon walked away and the others followed all but one vampire girl she got in my face and smirked saying something about how cute I was, I was pretty zoned out but I was snapped back when she bit my neck and drank my blood.

My neck was bleeding non-stop but I didn't care and picked up Susu-chan, whom fainted from the huge memory wipe. And I walked though the blood covered snow with a bleeding neck and I was exhausted I just wished everything was a bad dream and I would wake up but it wasn't a dream...

After several hours of walking I was about to just collapse, But what saved me and Susu-chan's lives from freezing to death was Auntie Kokoro.

She took us in and patched up my neck and put Susu-chan to bed. 
Now right here my memory is very hazy I was sick and hurt along with emotionally and mentally scared for life. I just wanted to hug a pillow in a bed and rest, Auntie Kokoro asked me what happened and I explained to her what happened the best I could. Auntie Kokoro hugged me crying. I couldn't find any strength to hug her back even though I wanted to.... Then all I know was my body finally gave out from exhaustion and I collapsed in Auntie Kokoro's arms.

That morning I woke up, there was a ice bag on my forehead. I could barely move but I mustered up the strength to get up and walk around. I leaned on the wall as I walked, the sweet smell of breakfast hit me and I struggled as I walked to the kitchen. There I saw Auntie Kokoro cooking. I remembered my father telling me auntie couldn't cook then again when he said that auntie slapped him in the back of the head.

Auntie Kokoro turned around and gasped while picking me up. She asked me why did I get out of bed and how was I feeling. How was I feeling? I wasn't sure how to answer that question.. Nearly everything was a blur for me and I felt like someone threw me off a roof. Auntie Kokoro sat me down in a chair and set a plate of food in front of me.. It smelled delicious but I couldn't find the strength to eat. After a few minutes I picked up my spoon with my right hand.

At the moment I had no idea what I was doing I am left handed yet I picked up my spoon with my right hand.. I kept dropping my spoon then auntie Kokoro ended up helping me eat. After I ate she gave me some orange juice she had to help me drink that too.... I never felt so helpless in my life... but thinking about it auntie Kokoro looked like she enjoyed helping me..

Auntie Kokoro picked me up she tried to be strong and smile but I could tell she was hurting, Auntie Kokoro held me close and I slowly dozed off... Last thing I remember after was Auntie Kokoro cuddle me and stroking my head.

Later I awoke in bed again, this time I didn't get up I just laid in bed Auntie Kokoro came in " Oh your awake " she said as she sat by my bed side, she felt my fore head and pulled her hand away. I couldn't find any words to say... I just stayed silent. Auntie Kokoro looked at me she saw that I wasn't the same child I was while my parents where alive... She saw something " different " about me. " Kumizu, sweetie... I can erase your memory about what happened if you want... " Auntie Kokoro said I looked at her and shake my head... I wanted to forget but then again I didn't want to forget... Auntie Kokoro just nodded understanding my answer and got up. She stroked my hair and left, I continued to lay there, looking at the ceiling just trying to comprehend everything that has happened to me. Pretty soon after laying there I finally fell asleep...

Waking up the next day I felt some what better.. I got up and saw Susu-chan up and about.. She looked like she was lost like she was searching for something  or better yet someone... I had butterflies in my stomach I knew what she was looking for and I had to walk up to her... " Morning  Susu-chan "  I said and she looked and hugged me and asked " Big brother, big brother wheres mommy and daddy? " those words hit me hard I knew I had to tell my sister a lie... My own little sister, I swallowed and said with a shaky braking voice " m-mom and dad got in a accident a pasted away... " Susu-chan began to cry endlessly I had nothing to say all I could do was stand there... I felt horrible...  I comfort her and took her to her room. After a while I left her alone. I walked down stairs and saw Auntie cooking again. " Good morning " I said, I knew I sounded emotionless. Auntie Kokoro looked at me and smiled. How could she smile? Her brother/ my father was murdered how on earth could she smile? I didn't bother to ask I just sat at the table looking down at the table.  Auntie Kokoro touched my shoulder and sat my favorite food in front of me. I didn't feel like eating I actually felt like doing nothing. It's like something died inside of me something important. 

" Kumizu. " Auntie said  I looked up at her not saying a word then she continued " I know  it's hard after what happened and you have a lot on your mind...  " for a moment I thought " A lot on my mind? Ha that's a understatement " I continued to listen to Auntie. " A lot has happened and I'm sure you can learn to smile again. Lilith and Chris wouldn't want you to be like this. " She then turned and walked away up stairs. I just sat there thinking about what Auntie Kokoro said. How do I learn to smile again? How do I smile after all that has happened? 

As the years pass I know I will figure out the answer. 

After a month or so Auntie Kokoro said she had to go and she'd have some friends come and take care of us. We didn't want her to leave but there was no stopping her.  Soon later one of her friends showed up and took rather good care of us. She cooked, cleaned and helped us. It was rather nice. 
Every week a new friend would come and they all were very nice. Life was going pretty okay. but when school started for us it was not going to be a walk in the park.

When we started school Susu-chan was bullied and I always protected her.But one day I got into a fight while protecting my little sister and well it didn't end pretty for me... I was hospitalized for a caved in chest. I was in there for almost 2 years, Susu-chan managed to visit me everyday and then along the times when I finally got out we made a nice little group of friends.

Our little friendship circle included 
Susu-chan
Me
Sora Ryu
Yuki Neko
Maneki Neko
and
Leon Neko


We were all the best of friends we were all close. After some more time around in middle school we become the anti-bullying team and it gave us a free reason to kick any bullies asses. It was fun too. We had a blast during our school days. I really liked it.

Then Susu-chan left to go make the academy for Vocaloids and many people joined I was against it at first but then after some time I got tired of living alone and I came to the academy too. There at the academy I become the vice-president. Woot. 


Everything in my life is okay now in the present and I've seen people come and go. But the way I see it is for every member that leaves a new one enrolls so it makes no difference to me..

I still do have nightmares of that bad day, I grow depressed around the time of my parents deaths. And I do kinda get depressed from time to time when I'm sad you'll know. 

Well that is everything my life from the day of my worse till now 
I know I have many adventures ahead of me.

Also I think I did learn how to smile again ^^
Wow I have bin working on this since January 17th. and I'm just finishing it now XD


Um I hope you like it and I hope it's full of um awesomenes
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